yay phong! i'm glad u're feeling okay! anyway, i'm really serious about the thomas and friends blue man!!

that aside, later friendly game, q exciting.
and i think jo hasn't woken up yet, since she hasn't msged us. i think most prob not meeting already right... hahaha

i'm very excited for friday's black angus dinner....woohoo.
and right, i'm reading haruki murakami now.
i think he's a rather interesting writer, and although sometimes i don't get his logic, i think he gives really good ideas.
like they were discussing about this whole thing about how we give names to things and why do we have to give names to things...
so why not give numbers right?
.......
something along that line.
but well, personally i guess the idea of it all is that when we give numbers to people, it does distinguish the different things q easily but it lacks the personal touch. like it sounds very cruel and all. eg. if i'm called 2384029384. what will this world become?

i'll think more about it.

bye bye

i think my blog kinda died for a few months.
but anyhow, i just suddenly felt like talking about this, so next time when i feel and think like this again, maybe i will stop and change my mind when i see this post.
so anyway, pt is i met weiqi and coach for drinks fri, and i guess i was kinda being cowardy.

and although i know it and all, i guess he's right, and that i should stop thinking like that and probably take something in my hands and do something about it.
i should stop doubting myself, stop thinking that others are better than me and do something about it.
i need to be more in sync with the team and get out of my comfort zone i guess.
i need to stop being so solo and communicate.
well, i tried for yesterday's trng, and i hope that continues. think i'll enjoy playing with my team mates. (:

that aside, i'm very inspired now after watching the many olympic goals!
i think our team can come up with goals like that, and i understand now that it's not possible for me to play when i can't communicate with the team. it's like "at the moment", there's so much movements and passings and telepathic like decisions, you just have to be in it to make it a success.

i guess, so what if i can train damn hard and do my own shit damn well, i'll still need my team mates. i think i finally understand that now...

it's a stone lifted from me and i hope it doesn't dangle to tempt itself to drop at all.

and phong, much love and don't think too much alright.

i'm very excited for tomorrow's trng, and friday's black angus dinner! whoohoo!
i miss alot of my friends, but i guess, i don't want to give hockey up either so well, i guess i just have to sacrifice some stuff. til i'm back in jan then! and it'll be U21! i'm contemplating bringing my stick. i wonder whether i can just like slip into one of the hockey pitches to train...hmmm.