somethin's botherin me.
not sayin here.
too obvious.
but there is somethin.
M O O

ok. just forget bout the previous post.
back frm chalet and everythin.
damn damn damn tired.
want to die.
but it was sooo totally quite fun dat i have
NO REGRETS AT ALL.
haha.
yup.
think dat the sec3 and 4 hse caps get along quite well lohz.
and am really glad and everythin.
took lots of pics.
waitin for huiboon to upload them. (:
haha.
we performed some banana dance for them.
then it was i think quite cute and funny.
haha.
totally.
then got bbq.
eat and eat like crazy.
saw a cat in the bushes.
i almost died.
grabbed on to eileen until i think very pain.
sorrie sorrie. ):
then it was like everyone was scarin me with cats and stuff.
want to die.
whole nite on and off on the phone with the MOTHER.
totally ask me so much qns and keep scoldin me.
then in the end told me she was testin me. ):
hmph.
quite saddenin huh...
haha. but nvm lah.
sophie and everone were quite encouragin lah huh.
huh.
so was like quite ok after a while.
then totally play volleyball and soccer until damn tired.
then rained after dat.
ate like crazy durin the buffet. (Esp me)
haha.
then after dat full like siao.
still play games to try to stuff ourselves somemore.
took one round of monorail to sleep.
haha.
took bus to harbour front.
was damn tired already.
still went to eat dairy queen.
tiff, huiboon and eileen lah.
haha.
then me and pei were like eatin everybody's icecream...
haha.
so bad...
sorrie lah.
ah mei was on "diet" so didn't want to eat.
laugh like crap.
darlie brand and jus too tired already so went home.
also don't noe why dat eileen arhz so energetic.
went all the way up wanted to play bishi bashi (it's not bushi bushi k eileen? haha)
then realized dunch have.
then came back down.
eileen wanted to get the nemo pouch.
5 of us sit ard the macs table eat happy meal.
haha. stoopid like anythin.
then took train back.
totally walk like crazy and sit like crazy
finally reached home.
ok.
forget everythin after dat already.
too tired.
haha.
M O O

pei if u're readin this.
i'm angry with u.
and i hope u noe why.
u noe i hate it when u have all those dreams lohz.
dreams abt self-mutilation and stuff.
guess it's been quite long i have really had a good tok with u.
mayb i will call u soon.
how many ppl are in this sort of state lohz.
wateva.
i wanted to care.
but i guess i can't.
if everyone i noe is havin this sorta probs.
not to say it's ur fault u guys are havin this sorta probs.
but there's no need. no need at all for all this ok?
if u need someone to tok to i'll be more than willin to help for all of u.
(:
but i really DO NOT want to see anybody doin hurt to urself.
...
back to todae.
read half my book le. abt there lah.
later goin out with lisa and her FAMILY.
haha.
then gonna shop ard or tok with them until the concert at nite.
yay.
very long nv see them already.
i want aunty helen to bake me cake
(:
M O O