Friday, April 11, 2003

gd frenz list:
CHUA PEI HAN SNAIL
haha. u are the best friend i cld ever have
when it comes to dat sort of matters.
haha. yah berry and snail sorta matters.
u rock. thx for bein there and bein really encouragin.
i can't thank u enough.
esp during the sars period/
when i was really bored
u were there lookin out fer me
thx.
JOANNE LOW ZHI JUN AND GRACE CHEE DONG LING
the two of u rock like anything k. haha.
i mean i think i was really evil to u guys everytime i'm quite sad.
but then u all were still there.
i mean.
how can u all put up with me. i wonder.
so i swear i'm gonna be nice from now on.
thx for being there.
cgssb rox. just like u all and the our band clique.
rocks!
PEAR, WATERMELON, MANGO, SMALL PAU
u guys are the best scandelors friends i cld ever have.
haha. esp during the geog trip. missed it. we were really close then.
but guess after the trip it wldn't be the same.
but we can try. haha.
u guys rock for havin to listen to me blabber bout berry all the time.
thx.
STELLA KHOESWOYO, NIHAAD TALIB, ONG SZE YING, LIU WEN HSIN
thx for always being there k. helpin me to be detectives.haha u all noe wat i mean.
for all the things k. for bein really funny. and brighten up my life.
u guys really did k. so. remember. u guys rock.
SAMANTHA YAP HUI WEN
dear sam, i love u so much! haha.
u are the best. tok the most with me on the phone and everything
i mean we are not really always together, but we still tok as if we are.
u noe wat i mean. haha. thx for being my maths tutor. u rock.
thx for everything k.
CHANG SI YING [jie]
haha. love u. u're the best sis anyone cld ever have.
"how cld i live without u..."
haha. u really are impt. in my life.
u listen to everythin i say.
and thx for bein there.
i'm glad u trust me enough to share stuff with me.
i'll love u foreva.
i'll always be there for u,
so tell me if u need me.
LOKE SHU YI AND DEBORAH CHUA [jie mei cao]
haha. u guys rock k. we are the best grasssisters in band k.
cgssb rocks. and i love u guys for always helpin me out.
love the time spent durin sectionals.
without u all, life wld be a total bore.
thx.
todae is international friendship's dae
so i'll say somethin toe everyone:
hao pen you [very impt] list:
ANDREA TURKEY LOH LI CRYBABY PING
haha. u betta read this ok.
although u are really very crybaby
and is a total turkey, u are very impt in my life
as a friend and as a VERA.
haha. u will understand
and dat, although there is sometimes disagreements
and watsover,
u are very impt in my life.
haha.
so touching rite?
FIONNE LAI SHI YUN
dear dear. this reminds me of the time when i just got to noe u and dorc.
haha. i'm bein naggy and luo suo here.
haha. erm. thx for everything.
for being there when i felt really bad.[u noe when]
and really cheering me up k.
totally. impt.
remember.
DORCAS LIM SHAO JIAO
u rock k, woman. haha.
u are motivating. totally.
i'm studyin abit now. so u see.
haha. thx for forgivin me and everythin.
when i was bein really bad.
i'm goin to be very nice frm now on.
haha.
thx. muacks!
JOANNE WEI MAO YU
though i noe u the longest amongst the four of u all,
i only really got to noe u recently.
and u are really great!
haha. thx for always teasing me.
and being really nice.
haha. u rock k.
LISA LEE YEE SHAN
ur're the best friend i cld ever have!
manz. u rock. apples rock.
haha. u are the longest friend ever too! tsk-
haha. thx for bein a telephone pal when i'm really down.
and everything.
thx for bein a support dat i really needed everytime.
u rock k.
although we might not be the best of friends in class or whereever,
u are still very impt to me k.
rock gal! haha. apples.
yup.
todae's fridae.
a great dae.
it means two more daes to...
school!
i noe everyone izzn't excited bout this.
erbz.
haha.
but i am.
and guess pei is too.
rite pei?
goin to collect my specs soon.
and...
don't noe wat to say now.
maybe later?
ok
M O O

Wednesday, April 09, 2003

ok.
2dae is great dae.
for me.
haha.
and also for pei.
haha.
but don't noe why for her.
erm.
many peeps took my quiz.
haha.
that is so cool.
and as i guessed lotsta ppl get it wrong?
the qn bout the farmer?
haha.
pankhurst rocks.
i mean.
yah.
so take my quiz k.
haha.
crap.
happy happy.

Tuesday, April 08, 2003

ello.
today i woke up very early.
yup.
bright and early.
decided to go swimming.
then went jogging.
then went gym.
u believe?
haha.
i was sleepin actually.
lets's tok bout dreams.
dream.
dreamt the day be4 nite.
dat my mushroom was sick.
and i was cryin like shit.
oh man.
weird it was.
i don't noe why.
i was running across a whole block of hdb flats.
questionin everyone.
mayb cause she stayed there?
then i met a cat while slidin down to the nxt storey.
and i mean sliding.
no staircase.
only slides.
and i saw cats in the slide.
and i tried desperately to get out.
and screamed.
then i woke up.
and i dreamt bout band.
dreamt bout there bein a pool in sch.
and dreamt bout mango and mango's bro.
swimmin inside.
haha.lame
don't noe why.
don't think mango got bro.
anyway.
her bro looks like joanne's brother.
next dream.
the day before yesterdaĆ½'s yesterday.
I dreamt bout mushroom.
it was smiling to me in sch.
keep smilin at me.
was teachin me in class and tokin to me.
then i was runnin in between lessons.
between AWL's lesson *call her erm...pooh bear...*
and her lesson.
and i was desperately findin a white sock.
cause i realized dat i wore the wrong sock to sch.
and then we went for crescentian dae.
and i was tokin with the mushroom.
sittin with her.
man.
haha.
it was a great dream.
last night.
i dreamt bout lots of ppl.
dreamt bout lookin at pics with pooh bear.
and laughin.
then i dreamt bout *snail* [smilez to pei]
and i was tokin with her.
cause the teachers were havin some netball game.
and i told snail i wanted to play too.
and asked her how to play.
then snail say she''d help me ask ard.
i think got more.
but i don't remember.
M O O

Monday, April 07, 2003

haha.
tell u wat k.
i'm gonna learn to be.
a mushroom's bei hou de...
gong ren.
ok lame.
wateva.
wat i mean is dat.
i will learn to be patient.
i will learn to give.
and give only.
without expecting anything.
but dat's only for mushroom.
but I'll be nice.
to everyone.
everyone's so sweet to me.
i'll be patient.
and give.
erm.
totally.
puke puke.
erm.
the mushroom replied and growed abit.
but erm.
although it didn't show it.
she didn't want me to water it anymore.
yup.
i mean yah.
shall stop disturbin my mushrooms.
concentrate on my cows.
they love me more.
yah.
love.
why does everyone think that love is.
that.
why?
why?
mine is only love frm a farmer.
freinds with mushroom.
dat sorta love.
k?
everyone is going mad.
nvm.
shall stop all these nonsense.
and wait.
wait til mon.
it will be a happy day.
not like now.
knew the mushroom was tryin to be nice.
but.
nvm.
still thinks she's nice.
love.
haha.
the mushroom has got no love for me.
no time for me.
she has only got love for the other mushroom.
call him macho mushroom.
haha.
wat am i?
nothin.
in its eyes.
M O O
erbz.
eatin honey teddy grahams now.
think she doesn't wanna tok to me anymore.
cause I'm so irritatin.
i mean the mushroom will stop growin lohz.
not respondin to my fertilisers.
sigh.
no.
cannot even find small berry.
haha.die lohz
ask my friend help me.
but the prob is i don't noe him really dat well.
so yah
sigh.
how am i gonna find small berry?
how am i gonna make my berry tok to me.
how to make mushroom respond?
nvm.
dat's nv gonna happen.
i mean.
i hope not. but.
how?
manz.
how can like dat lohz.
i mean.
how?
how?
how?
M O O

Sunday, April 06, 2003

it's early in the morning now.
woke up.
had a great dream.=)
i dreamt abt cows yesterday.
and dreamt abt mushrooms 2dae.
mayb I'll dream abt berries tomorrow.
haha.
yesterdae.
i went mad.
mad.
did somethin dat wld have been crazy if I was not mad.
but i did it anyhow.
and i'm scared of the results.
haha.
yah.
waitin.
negative?
positive?
erbz.
don't noe.
wonder wat the results gonna be though.
wonder wonder.
it's another week of waitin.
guess it's time to buck up.
sigh.
not sure.
waitin waitin.
M O O