bye chanyi dear.
haha. dunch forget.
remember wat i said.
hurhur. think like dat u'll remember me foreva. rubbish :|
anyway. yay. can't wait.
wld be goin back hk in december.
so i dunch think i'll be playin for concert.
yah. i won't be playin.
can't wait at all.
can't wait for chinese Os to end.
but do not want it to come.
yucks.
totally do not feel confident at all pls.
yucks.
triple yucks.
but lao shi was very nice to me yesterdae.
haha.
she say i must study hard.
then i was like orh...
then she said whether i got study or not...
then i say got.
then she say whether detailed then i was like huh...i dunch noe...haha
then she u got buy compo books to read?
and i was like...huh? nv. cause dunch noe wat is good.
book shop ones always not nice.
then she how can...then tok more...then she came out and give me a compo book...
started listing out topics i should read.
but sadly i forgot already.
haha.
nvm. then she say i must read finish the whole book then return to her.
she very nice to me.
so i must really study hard.
dunch let her down.
i'll try lah huh.
haha
todae got amaths.
last amaths lesson.
wonder how i'll feel later...
hmmm....
M O O

why not wonder what will happen if one dae u're down.
and feel sad down by urself.
no one to noe.
no one to talk to.
it sounds pathetic but yes.
dat's how i'm feeling now.
ok. mayb it sounds even abit rubbish. cause it's not like i have no friends.
but. how many.
how many i can talk to and trust.
haha.
don't start counting for me.
(:
ate at coro will lisa and xinyi todae.
lemon chicken.
then we were talkin lots of rubbish.
then i kept thinkin bad things bout ------
which was quite bad.
so most of the time i decided to keep mum.
haha.
but quite funny lah. lots of laughin.
then i went home in case get scolded.
haha.
slept/
and here i am now.
so tired.
whole dae lessons.
bah. rubbish.
tomorrow and wednesdae again like dat.
nvm.
it isn't dat bad.
at least i get to do some constructive work.
yup.
dat's why i say sch is good.
i miss fiona and ph.
haha.
dunch noe why but not like they very unreachable.
haha.
i miss evil monster and fingerclique.
so long nv see them already.
ok.
it FEELS so long.
but whether very long i dunch noe.
never go count.
haha.
erm. yup.
realized dat i keep sayin i miss them.
haha.
sorrie lah.
but it's the truth wat.
haha.
M O O

yucks hsin!
i dislike u using the word that starts with f.
it's gross and uncivilised and everything.
and now i'm in such a not good mood dat i do not feel like doin my chinese.
bah bah bah.
rubbish.
shouldn't tok anymore rubbish.
M O O

hello.
yucks. want to tok to somebody now.
but then. nobody to tok to.
i think it's a bit pathetic.
budden wat can i do?
ph is sleeping.
so i can't even tok to anybody.
i'm pathetic. i'm pathetic. whee.
haha.
yucks. i'm happy so wierdly now.
feelin a bit mad.
but.
nvm.
i feel like squeezing somebody real tight.
but nobody to squeeze.
yucks. dunch even have my brother at home to shout at.
the three of them have gone out for dinner.
and i'm at home. :)
i'm so happy wat.
somemore got noone to tok to.
and i have to do chinese homework.
not like it's my favourite subject.
and nobody to encourage me.
haha. funny. really getting too sick of chinese already.
i'm just stuck at home and in school.
at home in school.
at home in school.
haha.
i dunch feel like goin school tomorrow already.
no point.
no fun.
might as well stay at home to rot.
rot in sch. might as well rot at home.
yucks. kai loves school one lohz.
wat happened?
why.
now i dunch even feel like goin sch.
funny.
M O O