erbz.
guess i'm really sorrie sherms.
feel real bad.
sorrie bout not bein able to go out wif u and ks nxt wed.
i have somethin on. really.
i feel guilty.
stop cuttin ok.
there's no pt in doin all these and everythin.
no pt at all.
if u think u're better off dead,
then die.
but if u are better off dead and u die,
in the end there will still be no one who gives a damn abt u.
then wat's the pt of dyin?
if u don't love urself,
noone will love u.
no cutting please!
i'm sick and tired of all these.
there's no such thing as trying not to cut.
not to cut is not to cut ok?
i'm not tryin to scold u or anythin ok?
but i'm tryin to drill into u and others like u's heads.
dat there seriously is no pt loh.
everybody has faults.
even i. even george washington or wateva.
even cartoon characters.
even monsters.
but if u learn frm them,
there're not mistakes anymore.
the're lessons.
lessons for life.
don't hate urself for these things.
if u need someone to tok to,
there are plenty of ppl ard.
look for someone u trust.
and u will feel better.
(:
hope u get wat i mean.
M O O

HOPE U GET WELL MARMIE! (: squirt rocks.
everybody is tellin me dat i shld stop frownin.
hmph.
do i seriously frown dat much?
stoopid pei whole dae call me frownie.
such an idiot.
:(
tomorrow got to go sch for meetin.
i travelled the whole of singapore.
woke up in the mornin to explore the airport.
then ate at bk.
cldn't even eat peacefully.
so many ediot fans of whoever and wateva fan clubs were there.
erbz. :|
oh yes.
got scared by noonoo and sarah. (:
haha.
before dat i went explore the supermarket there.
didn['t noe there got supermarket.
hmmm...
the airport is too cool le.
everythin so chio.
i felt like an ediot.
i was totally smilin at the walls of the airport mrt station?
ok.
wat kind of a very lame lohz me...
anyway back to bk.
cldn't have peace.
so i left the airport.
but on the way also explore abit.
haha.
took skytrain.
then wanted to use com.
called evil monster to tell me how to go bedok lib.
but in the end i forgot.
but didn't want to call her already lah.
she restin and everythin.
so i went one full round round singapore.
the whole of the eastwest line and the whole of the north south line.
cool eh?
anyway sing really small...
finish the whole journey in 2+ hrs?
i tink?
forgot already.
then i was totally sittin until my butt damn pain.
haha.
but actually i still am abit not very happy.
but nvm lah huh.
this sort of things always happen...(:
M O O

my dear marmie...get well soon (:

okay.
recently realized dat i like to blog after i just woke up.
having a splittin headache now.
erbz.
or shld i say it is more of being giddy?
hmmm...
yesterdae was supposed to cycle.
but didn't cause cldn't find the keys for my bro.'s bikes.
then went to meet dorckey and cabbage lai they all.
watched maid in manhatten.
not baddin lah the show.
but nv regret not watchin it in a cinema. :|
then was quite fun.
playin ard...
then pei came my hse for a while.
lent her the snail picture.
erbz.
so ugly.
as in snail.
but my class so chio.
haha.
then at night also not say very good dae.
ended up so many ppl cldn't go.
was quite disappointed actually.
then lay on bed to read.
and smsed like crazy.
haha.
pooh was very nice and she called.
haha.
really appreciated it.
made my dae i guess. (:
then smsed while readin.
actually wanted to finish readin the bk.
budden too sleepy.
so slept already.
this morning woke up continue readin.
i gonna finish the book soon already.
think i goin airport later to do my hw.
i'm still abit "burning"
and there colder so i can like cool down.
haha.
wateva.
tomorrow my family leavin already.
wonder whether it's good or bad.
will be left at home alone for 4-5 daes?
hmph...
actually it doesn't really matter.
budden.
at nite abit scary huh...
haha.
ok.
go bathe now.
and think will leave my hse at bout 10+
M O O

whao...
now is 8+
actually 9 soon already lah.
all the ediots are trainin at tanglin.
haiyoh.
i 4eva dat pathetic one.
nvm.
finally the first dae of the hols i at home.
guess i'll try to do some work later lah.
then mayb wkend go out to do work.
cannot stand doin work at home.
budden thurs goin zoo.
and fridae is pei's bdae!
haha. (:
oh die.
i haven't call the irritatin peeg yet.
erbz.
think she sure very angry with me one.
haha.
sorrie.
yesterdae when i wanted to call u i fell asleep.
haha.
aiyoh. hope berry wldn't be sick.
or else tomorrow she cannot go.
and pooh also nv reply me.
then don't noe whether she can go or not.
was bit of wierd anyway.
cause pooh replied the first msg then nv reply already.
springy, berry and pooh all nv reply me.
haha.
very farnie.
then dockey was on the other line with fran.
so i read the bk until i want to sleep already.
then this morning continued readin.
so nice lohz the book.
haha.
oh anyway forgot to say.
yesterdae lisa, joanne, grace and magaret came my hse to do wat?
bake brownies and cook the instant tangyuan?
lol. :|
haha.
then sat in my rm and tok wat kind of crap.
anyway.
now everyone is calling me dory. (:
haha.
i very happy with it.
DORY ROCKS
and now it seems like i'm abandonin my darling moo moos.
hmph.
no lah.
my MOOs still rock like anything! (:
haha.
magaret got cramps the whole dae.
then they left at bout 9 plus.
also don't noe wat we were doin.
tokin rubbish.
haha.
magaret damn farnie.
told me lots of farnie stuff. loved her manz. (:
haha.
tomorrow is thurs! (:
haha.
tomorrow my sect. havin sect. lunch without me.
aiyoh the whole of yesterdae and last sat.
dat eileen phyllis shuyi and deb arhz.
keep makin so much noise.
ask me not to go zoo.
how can lohz?
crazy ppl.
cause they goin sarkae.
haha. eatin dat buffet i tink.
at wheelock.
omg.
eatin my fav. food lohz.
so jealous.
haha.
but dat one can go any time.
zoo not all the time can go one lohz.
so...
I STILL GOIN ZOO. (:
unless i sick lah.
havin a headache again.
and i feel abit hot.
might be havin a fever.
but i don't care bout this kind of thing one lah.
always too lazy to check temp.
if at home i don't wanna get out of my room.
haha.
i don't wanna get sick lohz.
hmph. ):
but it seems dat berry wants to get sick.
haha.
then she can no need to go?
haha.
don't noe lah.
M O O

dory.moo.me (:

okok.
todae was a i don't noe called wat dae.
went sch to look for pei and darlie brand.
then toked to them for awhile.
anyway.
evil monster's got a new name.
now she's called berry. (:
anyway no one noes who she is. so wateva lah huh.
haha.
sentimental hits 2 rocks.
listenin to it now.
and then went eat lunch with pei and berry.
stoopid darlie brand abandon pei.
haha. (:
meano lah she.
then went zara.
looked at pei's neon green clothes and her forest. (:
then went to buy her tights.
to play her stoopid game.
think berry was really so very sooper bored lohz.
haha.
she always very poor thing one.
always get dragged by me to walk like crazy.
sorrie sorrie.
haha. (:
then i went kids dept.
saw soooo many cuuuttteee toys.
whoo.
and hello kitty stuff also very cute.
haha.
then went eat ice-cream.
but in the end the ice cream also not very nice.
hmph.
nvm.
go somewhere else nxt time.
then did abit of work.
suppose to do more one...
budden guess was attracted to berry's palm!
haha.
cause got new games mah.
very nice.
but think my mnc still cuter lah.
though its quite stoopid?
haha.
then pei and berry were totally discussin bout maths qns :|
while i play game.
okok.
will not play anymore.
nxt time go out i will do some serious work k? *this is to berry and pei if u all are readin this*
then the two of them were laughin at some stuff.
then i totally don't noe wat until later.
hmph.
nvm.
and berry say i make alot of noise when i watch movie.
hmph.
where got lohz.
hmph./
ok lah.
soorie.
nxt time i will keep very quite ok? * to berry and pei*
ok.
am goi out for dinner le.
bye bye.
M O O

repeat after me.
HO WUN KAI ROCKS AND DORY ROCKS! (:
haha.
great o me have done 0 homework still.
erbz.
yep.
actually not exactly.
did abit of maths.
nvm.
think will not go out tomorrow.
will coop myself at home to do work.
(:
then tues got band.
wed don't noe wat i doin.
thurs GOIN TO THE ZOO! (:
yay.
rocks manz.
can't wait.
ZOO ROCKS!
anyway.
i bought sentimental hits 2 todae. :|
ok. guess half of u are rollin ur eyes.
the other half appreciating how good my taste is. (:
and i bought new shoe.
my mom bought for me one.
adidas climate cool.
rocks.
i like.
haha.
but dorckey they all sure say it's ugly one.
nvm.
cause they got no taste.
(:
and think i need abit of dietin already.
whoo.
only one wk past and i grow fatter already.
cannot.
so must stop eatin so much.
want to go do some exercise.
so u all exercising must call me along k?
yay.
rocks.
hmmm...
todae on the whole is a great dae.
bought two bks frm kino.
yay.
good.
two bks to past my time til harry potter comes!
haha.
will collect it on sat,
finish readin it on sat,
yay.
so i can lend evil monster. (:
and more importantly,
I WILL BE ONE OF THE FIRST TO NOE THE WHOLE STORY!
yay.
okok.
nxt wk is great wk i tink.
(:
M O O