todae evil monster told me dat i am easily affected by other ppl's moods.
then i actually also think it's quite true lohz.
i mean i tink it's true lah.
esp of ppl ard me.
like pei, D.A.F.J and evil monster.
:(
and then it's like i wonder whether it is a good thing or a bad thing.
mayb she meant it in a negative way or something...
hmph.
and all the house stuff.
think i will write to my commitee members
cause i noe it will be really hard to have a meetin with them...
but there really is a problem with my house committee...
and i'm not afraid to say it..
i just happen to be reminded of wat yan ping said.
our batch the house ppl are not united at all.
not like lianne's and her batch.
now i guess i understand.
and i really want it to change.
so i tink i will try my best.
so many things.
i just wonder whether it's me or issit my house?
why after i take over the hse like got so much problems?
i need to talk to someone who can explain to me my problem.
who can tell me wat i shld do.
but who?
A.D.F.J won't noe wat to say
pei won't noe.
evil monster won't noe.
guess this is wat i have to discover myself.'
i really don't expect u to remember me durin happy times,
but i hope u do when things go bad...
i just wonderin whether i'm disturbin u too much lohz.
i just hope i'm not like intrudin into ur life or anythin like dat.
erbz.
i mean.
it's hard to explain.
there are reasons for everything.
i mean as i've said many times before.
it's the someone to be there thing lohz.
M O O

Don't lose your way
With each passing day
You've come so far, don't throw it away
Live believing, dreams are for weaving
Wonders are waiting to start
Let your story, faith, hope and glory
Hold to the truth in your heart

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I

Souls in the wind
Must learn how to bend
Seek out the star, hold on to the end
Valley, mountain, there is a fountain
Washes our tears all away
Words are swaying, someone is praying
Please let us come home to stay

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I

When we are out there
In the dark
We'll dream about the sun
In the dark, we'll feel the light
Warm our hearts, everyone

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
As high as souls can fly
The clouds roll by
For you and I

You ask me if I love you
and I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
in what you say or do
I'm only just beginning
to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
the honesty's too much
and I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold you till I die
till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all it's strategy
leaves me battling with my pride
But through all the insecurity
some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
the honesty's too much
and I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold you till I die
till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
and drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
and hold you endlessly
At times I understand you
and I know how hard you try
I watched while love commands you
and I've watched love pass you by
At times I think we're drifters
still searching for a friend
a brother or a sister
but then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
the honesty's too much
and I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold ya till I die
till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides
Subsides

ello.
tomorrow is my ginger baba's birthdae! :)
haha.
HAPPY BIRTHDAE GINGER BABA!
bah. guess none of u will noe wat i'm tokin abt.
and i have come to realize dat i REALLY like to give names to ppl ard me.
hehe.
got cabbage lai
turkey loh
evil monster
apple
winnie the pooh
paddington bear
springy
dorckey
irritatin peeg
hei ren ya gao darlie brand
tweety bird
humpty dumpty
MOO MOO
beep beep
...
and more i guess...
haha.
i mean some of them i give names cause i can't say who they are.
and some just sound better with their new names.
haha.
anyway.
TIGGER AND COOKIE MONSTER ROCKS!
yay.
and went marche with pei, irritatin peeg, darlie brand, huiling, dorckey, turkey loh and steph...
then they got trainin at src.
so left me and pei and darlie brand went take picture.
damn lame.
then darlie brand got tennis.
so me and pei went taka to go WINDOW shopping.
haha.
then we went to line up to take picture to get some Qoo drink.
so lame.
haha.
the guy in charge totally tok to me.
then went wheelock.
marks and spencer.
then look at the food AGAIN.
lookin at the amt of sugar in everything.
and couting the percentage.
damn farnie.
then took stoopid pictures.
actually wanted to watch movie one.
but then too many ppl.
don't feel like watchin.
anyway.
i went up to nydc to look at the cakes and brownies.
and then to some BIG O shop nxt to it to look.
me and pei went ard town to look at places we shld go to eat nxt time.
whoo.
but didn't go into any of them.
haha. damn fun to look.
all my fav food.
ice cream and cakes!
i feel like goin to the zoo.
anyone want to go with me?
so long nv go already.
sigh sigh sigh.
anyway.
i took a picture of care bears and now i'm fallin in love with them.
they are so cute lohz.
CUUTTEE..
hmph... not like some PERSON k?
haha. (:
guess SOME ppl will noe wat i mean.
erbz.
i feel mean.
actually he is OK lah...
when SOME matters are concerned.
like singing?
haha.
then went home.
and pei totally was tokin crap.
tokin to me with her eyes closed.
soo irritated with her.
haha (:
nvm.
then i totally go home and sleep
until 9+
then my mom woke me up.
insists that i go holland v with her to eat dinner.
aiyoh.
so tired.
eat some porridge.
eat tasted disgustin to me.
mayb cause i was too sleepy?
i practically was yawnin the whole time.
then reached home.
and sleep again.
whoo.
okok.
M O O