now i noe the meanin of bein a loner.
bah. wateva. i still insist that i have done nothin wrong.
i said sorry but u didn't accept it.
so wat can i say?
nvm. not gonna say anymore.
u guys jolly noe very well how impt my friends are to me.
but i guess u all dunch noe me well enough.
nvm. it's ok.
i guess i understand how impt i am as a friend to u all now.
and anyway. i'm lousy.
and i got my first demerit pt todae.
after three yrs.
and i dunch wanna get it.
wateva.
i dunch need to get demerit pt ppl think i'm lousy already anyway.
just dunch understand.
how impt my friends are to me.
nvm.
tokin crap.
i'm a loner. yay.
anyway it's the truth wat.
even when i'm on tokin terms with u all.
u guys will always side with each other.
so yah wateva.
just realized dat i have been an outsider all along.
very extra only.
and dunch say u care as much abt me cause u guys dunch ok.
i dunch noe wat i did wrong.
but all of u just stay by her.
well wateva.
i'm not human wat.
and i'm lousy.
get the pt?
i'm not worth it.
thanks.
u guys made me realized dat.
M O O

haha. wateva. played soccer last fridae.
totally had too much fun.
love the team man.
think yasmeen and josh and wati and wateva thinks i'm mad?!?!
haha. crescent WLD BE soccer team rocks!
(:
i dunch noe why ppl are like so unreasonable and can't think for others...
i really dunch noe wat to say.
it's like...sigh...wateva...
just listen to us k? pls.
we really need the unity and wateva. we NEED the discipline.
it's like sooper impt!
dunch say it's not...
anyway...
am studying now...
cause í must show my mom...
dat i do study..
i dunch noe why lah huh...
but these daes like i feel demoralised like wateva.
dat i'm like shit.
like i'm a good for nothin.
firstly because of this and that.
haha.
not sure why. but just feels like dat lah.
anyway.
yay. trainin tomorrow.
soccer rocks my life.
i'm gonna like suggest like crazy to the p. to allow us to have a team...
very long nv tok to u already.
bah.
nvm.
think u most prob won't want to tok to me anyway rite?
haha.
i dunch noe lah.
crazy gal.
lala.
u are so impt to me.
but i guess i'm not to u lah huh...
as a friend.
and all those crap.
i just hope dat wat i've always envied would come true...
soccer rocks.
M O O