Sunday, March 07, 2004

ello. it's another ten yrs dat i'm bloggin now.
hmm. wateva. sports heats just over like two daes ago?
yup. haha. i was a mess. ran my 1500. and sorta collapsed when i reached then endin line. i still dunch noe why i fainted. no matter how much i run, i nv ever even felt like fainting before. not even during cross country. anyway. i did. and sorta the whole world was crowding around me lah. q embarrasing i must say. was i hyperventilating?
i knew i was breathing very hard. haha. and i felt really cold. and i had massive cramps everywhere. but in the end i was ok. (:
think lynnette was the really poor thing one...
wonder how she is now although i dunch really noe her.
thing is aft that i checked my phone. a whole lota ppl msged me to ask me how i was and tell me i was great. haha. it was nice noeing how many ppl cared. but. i didn't think i was dat great. i mean. it wasn't really something massive. but...
this is wat hsin said:
esp kai :) really proud of you, to be able to do well even though you were so sick. know you didn't want to collapse, but when you look back on this, you'll be glad you pushed yourself till the end. love loads.
and wat jamie said:
kai was such a heroine k.she ran even though she's sick n she did quite well.so proud of her man.KAI IS THE BEST!
haha. thx alot my dearest pigs. but anyhow. i love my hse. pankhurst. no matter wat. nothing was goin to stop me from running. haha. i'm damn stubborn and i noe dat. sorrie. ((: haha.
i love lisa man. anyway happy belated birthdae yah? 14 yrs of friends. can't believe it.
anyway thx everyone. haha. jamie said that durin the run it felt as if the whole stadium was cheering for me. wow. i'm shocked. haha. but anyhow thx a million everyone.
then rite. yesterdae i had some bbq at my hse downstairs.
and i kicked my feet against a chair.
at first i tot nothing happened. then rite. i felt my sandals was wet. wah. then look at it. omg. blood loh. haha. took a tissue and started wiping the blood off. it kept comin. the nail is now like hanging lose on my nail. so i got a plaster to tape it down. haha. it's goin to drop off and it's goin to be damn gross. yucks. haha.
it huts alot lah. but nvm.
anyway. I REALLY HATE MYSELF FOR ALL THESE!
i really cannot stand it. 'why am i sooooo soooooooooper clumsy?
tell me?
nxt wk sports heats. i need to run. so my nail betta not drop off suddenly. i'm so goin to tape it down with 1000000 plasters. haha.
shld i wear sandals to school? haha.