Tuesday, May 13, 2008

i'm feeling like 10% more relieved now that i sent a email to the OAS and they told me that i should technically know the results by mid jun since they will want to see the latest sem results also. OMG. now i really hope i studied harder. ): but shouldn't be the THAT bad la. i hope.

anyway, my mom's sick so today i had lunch with parents and we were talking about uni and all.
cause i was telling them how the newspaper said SMU ppl had the highest pay at graduation on average.
they kinda made me feel i made a right choice to study at NUS and that even if i don't get to switch course and all it's okay because i don't have to do what i study. plus my course now is a direct honours course. and the construction industry is a booming and high in demand industry...so i most prob won't have problem finding a not bad job. which i also think so. since there's all this hype about the construction industry right now. i think it's interesting to manage a big project overseas BUT the thing is the construction industry is one where experience counts for everything, so i have to work for like 10++ years before i can even make a name for myself or gain the trust of anyone.

well, i guess i shall see how it goes. sometimes i can't always do what i want/ intend to do and i just have to adapt and make do with whatever i have. i mean it's not that bad already. PLUS i don't even do really badly for my core modules which i don't like and don't study. it's not that i'm resigned to fate that i think i won't get to change course, but the results are not out, i guess i should not have to feel depressed for the next month or so just because of it. at least even if i don't get it i still have a honours degree to fall back on. seriously seriously if u ask me i know the course i am currently in has much better prospects than what i want to do for interests sake(which's history or PS)...

you know i just realized that when u're doing house work time passes really quickly. i've successfully spent a whole wk doing nothing much with my time but housework and the occasional meeting up with certain friends and hockey.

omg. u know results are going to be out on the day i leave for france. WAH. if i screw up arh, i think i can just cry for 15 hrs on the plane. seriously.... HAHA. ):

on a side note, i'm very happy my dad didn't really question me on how come i spent so much of the money he gave me for this few days while he was in hk. haha. and i think( as long as my mood doesn't fail me) i'll go and run to the post box and post zesa's letter which i keep delaying cause i keep 1. cannot find a stamp, 2. don't have nice writing paper, 3. don't have scotchstape, 4. cannot find a mailbox.
i feel like i haven't exercised in ages although i did last wed. i couldn't after that cause i had flu...but oh well.

oh yes, i watched iron man with hui yesterday (aft kt told me it's v gd and i should watch it). YES. i really think it's very good so all those who have not watched it yet please go and watch it. and hui and i decided we should watch movies on tues from now onwards since we can get $1 off as well. i want to watch:
1. speed racer
2. narnia-prince caspian
3. get smart
4. the happening (MAYBE??)
5. indiana jones(maybe??)
...

hmmm.