Saturday, July 19, 2003

lisa lee asked me qn todae.
i hate apple!
okok. i dunch. but wateva.
dunch noe why lah huh...
was abit irritated and disappointed dat i SHLD have said somethin dat i didn't...
mayb cause like so many yrs of friends.
she like sort of doubt me?
bah.
this is totally rubbish...
just bein very sensetive here.
haha.
anyway.
crap nothin interestin.
just dat...
I GOT MY CRUMPLER!
haha. yay man.
will bring it to sch on mon
so happie lohz.
it's my bdae prez frm the folks.
(:

Sunday, July 13, 2003

yup...
has been ages since kai blogged.
so here.
i screwed my oral on fri.
havin CHINESE oral nxt thurs.
totally crap.
nvm. will try practising but guess i will still sound like shit.
and fridae felt sad.
why do ppl have to fly away...
i dunch think she deserves it at all...
not a single bit.
judgin how nice and sweet a person she is.
why can't god understand.
and let her be.
let her have just this happy family.
there's no need to break it up.
and leave 3 of them helpless.
not helpless...
mayb god wants to give them strength.
strength to be strong.
to be independent.
and mature early.
just like some ppl i noe.
evil monster says i shld learn frm this.
and treasure the folks more.
i guess it's true.
and i do treasure them.
but not when they are overboard.
i have to admit.
dat i do not have a good temper.
and this doesn't help.
but i'm like dat.
i will try to change.
and i noe it'll be hard.
seriously i dunch noe why.
only when evil monster is tokin sense to me do i think it's sense.
when the folks talk to me i just get very irritated.
nah. *Shrugs*
i dunch noe why.
mayb cause they are really busy.
and í can't talk to them.
they expect me to.
but hello...
when u need someone to talk to...
u just need someone to talk to at that pt in time.
not just anytime.
evil monster is very busy too.
but she still isn't as busy as them.
she'll never be.
but she still is very busy...
and i still wanna buy my crumpler...(:
D,F,J,Springy,Ph and evil monster are supposed to help me in my oral (:
if i'm gonna pass this.
it's gonna be all thx to them.
yay.
M O O