Monday, July 21, 2008

hmm...i just finished two books from the library and i'm on this whole _____(omg i forgot the word!), and i just don't want to stop.
anyhow, time has been passing quickly and i haven't been doing much.
one good thing though. i FINALLY passed my driving, but my dad doesn't allow me to drive his car because he thinks i can't see.
seriously he's not much taller than me, i don't get it (although i was very sacarstic and my mom laughed when he said tt)

have been meeting up with hse caps and it's been rather nice. i don't know whether i want sch to start because my timetable this year q shitty. i hate having to stay in sch til late everday. sighhh.

anyway, you know i've never been one who can really bend and put my words in nicer ways when it comes to my friends because i just don't like it and the pretence of it all makes it rather fake and gives a 'why the hell are u even saying this if u are so afraid to say it' feeling.
i'm sure hui hui will know what i mean.
it's like when i think of the ppl close to me i did this whole picture collage and part of me puts up our grp photo because we are a grp and another part of me does so because it just feels weird not doing it because maybe i'm expected to do so. (actually now maybe i'm being really ironic and doing what i think anyone shld be doing but i guess that's how most ppl like it anyhow and i don't want to hurt their feelings too much-or maybe i won't even-)
like all the little posts u guys put up sound so blissful and all. and i have heard NUTS.
i guess this is all part of life.

anyway, i hate my finch and i can't decide if i should go spend so much $$ paying someone to cut it for me. seriously....