was tokin.
discussed bout alot of stuff.
u noe life is so contradicting.
the person u tell the most to sometimes it's so hard to tell her things.
u have to control wat u say. u have to 'be accomodating.
all the time.
it's not dat i complaining.
i understand dat eveyrthing cannot be perfect. i'm just tokin bout life bein contradicting.
all along tot u dídn't care.
but come to think bout it. how could any human not have feelings?
E said that can see dat u do care. just dat u just didn't do anything abt it.
hmmm.. dat's how u lose ppl u love isn't it?
i'm nv gonna make the same mistake twice.
i will not just sit by and let things get worse.
i will do something bout it. i't's like when u dunch make an effort, it just goes to show how much u treasure everything.
by not doin anything u made me feel as if u didn't care. although u did.
now i noe. but it's too late.
but wat's meant to be will be.
u were once so very important u noe. but not anymore.
it's not dat i got someone new. it's just dat ...nvm.
i dunch noe how to explain. and i'm just tryin to let u noe dat. although u'll nv noe.
used to have the naive thought that we would be close forever.
haha. now i'm growin older and i realize it seldom happens.
if it really does. it's really something worth treasuring.
now with bitsy. i really hope it lasts.
thx for everything. for the scoldings for the opinions for the company for all teachings..and for dat listening ear. for bein there and bein the bestest friend to me anyone had ever been. in fact. i really think dat i have nv been so close to any friend before. seriously.hmm...haha.
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