i think i need to blog and that's why i'm here.
didn't want to abandon my blog completely and sometimes i just need a space to talk about things which i can't bring myself to complain to anyone or at least to anyone i feel like talking about it to.
it's like i have extreme pride and ego, i just feel yucky if i have to 'look weak'. i guess.
haha. talked about this with weiqi yesterday during dinner after i watched lust,caution.
it's damn sad. like they cut all the sex scenes, it didn't fully potray what the story is supposed to potray and i wasn't satisfied cause i knew there was more to it. oh well. singapore and its sensors.

it's kinda weird cause yesterday when i was at the cinemas with weiqi i felt funny. like i used to watch most of my movies with kt and now i really don't want to ask her or anything....it's like i don't want to do anything but i'm afraid we'll drift apart too. sigh. it's so stupid.

anyway, this stinky/greasy hair vietnam boy in my mgt grp is damn weird. heard some weird comments on sun and i'm kinda freaked out. omg. why do i always have the weird ppl as choices?? (i seriously can't believe i called them choices, it must be the tiredness, time and lack of vocab that comes with it)

i'm q happy about my french though...i think i'm doing q okay...and my tutor say that my oral was fine. so it's rather happy.

i just made myself open the bag of tim tams and ate one. i really really do not know why i did that. i feel so gross now and it's not like i'm not fat enough. i guess it's just the prob of at the back of my mind i made myself think that what i read a long time ago is true(that we shouldn't try to suppress our cravings cause when we can't stand it anymore you'll just break it and you'll eat even more) i guess so la. so yes.

i'm seriously talking nonsense. i wonder where has all my intellect gone. shucks. oh btw, i watched this really nice war movie pride and glory. i think i want to buy it. it's damn funny...

i wonder whether i have time to go shopping theraphy this wkend...