yesterdae.
woke up early like anythin.
cause limmy asked me go sch pass her stuff.
and i almost lost my wallet yesterdae. :|
then gd thing found back.
or else i die.
then i went to meet evil monster.
and we had lunch.
ate at some thai food place.
forgot the name.
wah.
the soup sooper hot.
but still can take it.
though quite nice.
(:
and i saw siah.
hehe.
with her husband.
actually. i tink she is really a nice person lohz.
just dat she's abit scary to look at.
then we went to shop.
look for stoopid pei's present.
then had to go watch movie.
FINDING NEMO AND DORY ROCKS! (:
haha.
then went to buy my fav. orange peel. (:
but gave them to evil monster.
cause she nv eat before and i guess i sorta promised her
hope she likes it lah huh...hehe
then went to adidas shop.
but cldn't find anythin.
cause evil monster says i shldn't buy somethin like wat pei wants for her.
shldn't encourage her and everything.
then thought bout it.
and i guess it's true lohz.
so...
i didn't buy.
anythin.
then walked ard aimlessly with evil monster.
haha.
i tink she damn poor thing.
erbz.
think she almost wanted to die.
so went with her to sit somewhere.
and she drank coffee.
yay.
and i drank BERRY FRENZY! (:
yummy yum.
just like my berry float. rocks! (:
then we started tokin abt farnie and interesting stuff.
and lots of "food-for-thought" sort of stuff?
and least for me lah huh...
was actually thinkin alot.
one of the few conversations i have with ppl dat requires thinkin have at least some quality...
haha...
ok....crappin.
but dat was wat i call quality talk lohz.
and actually although i always seem to be crappin and crackin jokes and all those rubbish...
i actually prefer this sort of talkin stuff...
then toked until one part.
aiyah.
actually shldn't have toked bout it.
made evil monster sad. :(
sorrie.
then after dat walk ard for a while then i had to go buy my father a cake already.
then i took cab home.
don't want to squeeze wif ppl in the train.
later my cake spoil.
(:
M O O

(:
see dat beeg smile?
haha...
dat means dat yesterdae was a great dae.
though it was firdae the 13th. |:
haha.
FINDING NEMO ROCKS! DORY TOO!
haha...
loved it like anything lohz.
was thinkin of watchin it again
but then decided not too.
cause buy the cd can watch a few more times. (:
rocks man.
budden...
i still CANNOT buy pei's bdae prezzie.
tell u arhz,
she is so sooper irritatin.
make me waste how much time still cannot buy her anythin.
hmph.
watch the advertisment in the cinema yesterdae.
might want to watch brother bear.
but then sigh.
obviously i might have to watch it by myself again.
hmph.
they think this kind of show is childish...
but actually they have alot of meanin in them ok...
haha.
nvm.
they don't noe how to appreciate cartoons. (:
cartoons are cute and meaningful k.
just like barney and blue's clues...
whoo.
they rock.

i seriously think dat ppl wld be much happier when we expect less.
history is repeatin itself i guess. |:
i really dunch noe lohz.
i just have this really weird feeling inside me.
which i dunch noe wat it is...
just feel really wierd.
maybe it's a sort of longin to be cared for budden also like abit not?
i mean...
don't worry.
i'm learning...
okok.
shall stop crappin.
M O O

guess maybe i'm makin alot of ppl dissappointed with me.
my results.
actually i personally think it's ok.
and anyway i foresee-ed it.
but guess nobody did?
nah.
am i really dat smart?
or shld i say WAS i really dat smart?
why is everyone expecting so much from me?
evil monster says dat i must get 15 and below.
or else she won't tok to me. :| haha.
ok. i will try to get lah. but if i make u guys disappointed...
but evil monster says dat this will only happen if i want to make them disappointed...
erbz..
i guess...
it's pei's bdae soon!
but i dunch noe wat to get her.
no lah.
actually i tink i have an idea already.
but shall see lohz...
fridae then buy...
i noe lah...
i'm very not decisive one...
foreva cannot come to a decision...to anything...
not like dorckey...
mayb dat's why she's my good friend.
she's supposed to "fill up" my weakness
and i to neutralize her confidence...
erbz.
haha.
i noe i don't have confidence and am very pessimistic.
and sir esp noes dat lah huh... (:
i have been havin a great time these past few daes lohz...
i guess it has been really great dat i'm startin to not expect so much frm others...
when i expect less...
and get more...
i will be happier...and more satisfied in a sense?
yah. haha.
aiyoh.
i tink i hai somebody again...
):
M O O

guess i'm on the road to understandin alot of things betta.
like d.f.j they all and THE FOLKS?
i don't noe.
i tink this june hols is really a good time for me to do some self reflection.
i noe i can nv be perfect as a person.
but i guess i can try.
to be as perfect as i can.
i really appreciate f.d.j and springy and pei and evil monster's patience towards me lohz.
i mean i noe i can get like abit irritatin at times.
and u all wld be angry with me for frownin all the time.
but don't tell u all what has happened.
i'm sorrie.
and i'm tryin to change dat.
give me some time.
and i will learn how to.
thx to evil monster and f.d.j and springy for being there.
esp to ...
i'm sorrie.
i understand dat u might not want to get too close to me.
and so maybe it wld be betta for u if we keep a distance apart.
i mean u are really a very nice person.
and i wld do anythin to make sure dat u feel more comfortable.
and happier.
when someone is impt to u.
if they are happy u become happier too.
i mean of course i wld be glad if we can become close.
but if we can't or anythin i wld understand.
and i wld hope u will be happy.
i noe there is no need for me in ur life.
u are well-provided for?
haha.
is dat wat u call it?
dunch noe.
haha.
but if u ever need me.
i wld really want to help.
cause u are great. :)
to d.j.f
give me time.
i will learn to trust u all more.
love u guys. :)
M O O