Saturday, March 20, 2004

kai. can u pls stop slackin?
and can u pls stop eating?
can u stop dreaming?
and kai pls remember. to stop forgetting.
i wished my mom could tell me this. sometimes.
haha. but i guess when she really tells me i'd get irritated. so yah.
i'm just crapping. and i'm trying to remember.
but i'm just growing fat staring at this screen and munchin on a whole box of frosties right after my dinner.
i'm like tryin to do my jian bao but i dunch noe wat to write.
will cont later when i find the inspiration.
really wish i could go back to my home in hk.
but to do so it means i have to pass my o's first.
ok. now i dunch really want to go back anymore.
haha.
and i dunch want my bdae to come ever.
because if it comes. it means i'm goin to die soon. haha.
die of stress.
i'm not stressed. neither am i not stressed.
i'm just in a daze and eating.
and not noeing wat's happeining.
i just hope dat someone would tell me wat to do. sometimes.
and not me thinking for myself all the time.
i noe u guys love me. this is to the folks.
but u are too busy to talk to me. and u dunch noe wat's goin on in my life.
so yah. haha. but no matter. i still love u both. and i noe u guys love me.
although u can't help me.
M O O
kai. wanted to change her template. but decided that she was too lazy to.
so i didn't. anyone who has too much time and wants to help me can. haha.
(: i'm just jkin. i dunch really care bout the template.
anyway.
kai must remember to treasure her things more
|: hmmm. this march hols really passed like lightning. so damn quickly.
but i still loved the holidaes.
anyway. except for yesterdae, i was at the east the whole week. mon went. and ate at parkway. tues went airport with joelle, jx and qt.
wed went lavender with yuani make ic. then ate dinner at bedok. haha. nice food.
thurs went out with my favourite ppl in the world. (: the hse caps. went east coast park cycling. but we ate macs. why do ppl like to eat macs? haha. nvm. i'm ok with it as long as i dunch eat too much.
this hols was really great. got over alot of things. and learnt alot.
remember.
kai must remember to treasure her things more
i really must remember. as hsin says. i must remember.
it's only when u lose something. that u learn to treasure others more.
heyy. to this person out there. really thank you so very much.
i noe i told u already. and i noe u won't read this. but thank you again.
without u i would have felt really alone. although i noe i still have alot of friends.
but seriously. without u i would have felt really alone.
to my clique. dunch noe whether we are still considered a clique.
but to the ppl. u noe who u guys are. really love u guys loads.
(:
i sound like i'm dying man. haha.
shall stop crapping. will try to blog more often in future.
M O O