Tuesday, June 01, 2004

i just rememebered something.
the reason why i love cows.
haha.it was because of u.
yup. i guess i nv stopped likin it because it just serves as a way to preserve memories.
seriously. i will always love it. i hope.
anyway. miss u sometimes too.
at least i noe when i'm bored at night i can call to talk crap.
but i love u too. as in the now u. nvm.
i'm just tokin crap. rubbish. |:
M O O
read ks's blog.
and i do love 2G1 too. haha. as in seriously.
esp now. i dunch not like 4S2. in fact. i loooveeeeeee it alot too!
i love the 39 ppl. haha. includin myself.
but i just dunch love the one big person dat 'belongs' in our class. in my perspective she doesn't belong k.
yucks. gel, wendy, lisa, joelle and hsin will noe why.
i totally dislike her. |:
haha. i feel like i'm in dead shit. u tink i would be? nvm.
pray for me.
LISA!!!haha.
M O O

Sunday, May 30, 2004

feel so sad now lah.
|: sigh. so many things happen this few days. or shld i say weeks.
anyway.good things really dunch last do they?
now i'm feelin so lonely lah. and sad.
nvm. i guess after a while it would pass. like what happened before.
i just slowly forgot. i still miss the times sometimes.
but i noe it's not possible for anyting to happen again.
never regreted knowin u betta. serious. never.
just dat it's a shame how things ended so quickly.
i've always liked long lastin relationships.
anyway. to all the ppl who are readin this. dunch try to understand if u can't. and obviously no one can.
so don't bother.
anyway. rite now. miss blah blah blah alot.
miss tokin and crappin.
alot alot alot.
and i just have a feelin i won't have a great june holiday.
u mean so much to me. i just hope i can let go.
and not take it to hard when anything happens.
obviously i dunch wish for it to happen. but after what happened before. sigh. i noe i shldn't be thinkin bout this. but...
wat's my problem. nvm. i shall just be a nerd and study.
yucks. life like q sarkee now lah.
my results. suck.
my fats. suck even more. nvm
and the greatest thing. i'm bein an ediot thinkin bout all this.
M O O