HELLO!

i'm finally flying on saturday. and i have not packed. scaryy. i have alot alot to pack since it's one mth. and i don't want to go to such a far away place and expensive as well and realize that i forgot to bring something and feel very upset...

yesterday's trng made my legs v tired this morning. maybe cause i haven't trained in 1.5 wks. nevertheless, i'm meeting hui to return bks and for random outing and then dinner with zesa,fionne and yuani at hawker. i love hawker. the food's cheap and not too bad. i've become q cheapo most of the time now because i'm very broke and driving has made me so depressed i told my mom i will pay for the rest of the lessons and tests cause i feel so bad. |:


fri's trng again and sat friendly game. i really better start packing. u know i thought it's summer in france but i don't know why the hell is it 13 degrees. seriously. SIGH. and it's raining everday. it's so going to be very cold i want to die now. i thought it was summer summer. like u know sunshine and all so i can really pack light. i really guess not now. |: i have to bring my winter clothes. it's even colder than HK. eeyerr..

anyway, the sch don't allow me to change course. i don't even know why. cause my results are not out yet. SIGH. i'm q scared. but nvm la. i'm not very upset surprisingly. maybe partly i q like my sde friends AND the modules next sem seem q interesting. so it's not THAT bad. maybe i look q cool in a construction hat??
hahahahha.

wth, actually before this i've been thinking about it la. maybe i won't like history THAT much if i start having to writing my life away with essays and all because most probably most of my papers and assignments are just essays essays and more essays. hmmm....i really think i'm very good at making myself feel better. seriously....

HAHA. but now i will not think about this now. it's the holidayyyyy. PLUS i'm q happy i don't have to be 'demoted' to restart year 1 all over again. can u imagine if i have to redo the 13 modules i did again?? i will want to kill myself.


BYEEEE.

i have decided to take a break from my DS cause i'm stuck i don't know where to proceed next for the pokemon diamond game.
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hmm..anyway, a rather busy wk last wk til now where i can finally take a break and rest abit.
thurs-fri i had camp and the primary sch kids WAH. they're so energetic/stinky/adorable/innocent/easily entertained BUT easily bored as well.... i have tons and tons of words to describe them...
but kids nowadays arh. so damn different, i really nv knew. they knew ALL the clubbing music like lyrics and all at like primary sch. i'm sorry, mayb it's normal, but i don't club and i don't really like this sorta songs although they're kinda catchy and nice to hear SOMETIMES but i was really q impressed when they sang along to all the songs.
this problem child who i think is actually q smart and not THAT problematic kept trying to bribe me with $$ so he can go buy cold drinks. really damn too much...but i think it was a good exp and i enjoyed myself. BUT it was only a 2D1N camp and i K.O -ed when i reached home. seriously. it took me one full day and night to recover...

my cousin came with her bf, julian on sat and we just ate ALOT and slacked around...they're on they're way to tioman now so i guess i won't see them til like friday...
meeting kt later to pass her machoman's DS and dinner with yuani,zesa and fionne on thurs.
i think i'm meeting zf tomorrow also, maybe we're finally going for our buffet. HAHA.
but i'm q scared cause i really can't eat too much before i go france...

like time passes really quickly and i'm going france already on sat.

anyway, i feel like q a lousy friend caused i missed both of phong's bdae celebrations and i really haven't seen them in ages. even stupid cherie has a 'BF' and i don't even know!!! ): wahhhh. i really need to see them soon. but i guess q hard, unless in july....

oh ya. my maid's not coming back already, SIGH. i thought i could finally put down all the housework but i guess i have to continue til my parents find a solution.......